Well, last night I was in a really foul mood. I've been struggling with quitting butts, quite mightily I may add, and I tried to cheer myself up by purchasing a Portia Perez Body Slam Challenge t-shirt. That worked for a little while, but I still couldn't sleep without a cigarette and I had thrown my remaining pack away.
So I went online, watched some youtube bits, and I've noticed that some of these girls have Amazon wish lists. Admittedly, sometimes I will do something nice for somebody else in an effort to cheer myself up. Usually works!
I sat there trying to decide, do I want to buy a gift for Cheerleader Melissa or do I want to buy a gift for Portia Perez? Being that I am a Pisces, I know a thing or two about Leos - and so the temptation to buy Melissa something was great, because I know how Leos (like herself) appreciate gifts.
But then I compared lists and Melissa wanted a bunch of things like make up and shoes. I told myself that I've bought enough women's shoes in my life, LOL.
Portia, on the other hand, wanted things like DVDs and Captain Crunch Cereal. The decision was obvious, and I went with shipping 4 boxes of Captain Crunch and a House Series 7 DVD to the Canadian Ninja.
I'm in the midst of a SHIMMER all volumes marathon, and after watching her try to spear a prego Allison Danger, I figured the girl deserved it.
And the thought of her happily finding Captain Crunch in the mail satisfied me enough to fall asleep and end my vicious nicotine fit. Ha. Hopefully she will enjoy some television and cereal on me!
But my question is, does this make me the ultimate fan boy loser? Or is it just a nice gesture? I'd probably do it again if I needed some cheering up. These girls are obviously underpaid in terms of what they sacrifice and do, and I figure it's best to give back to the performers and to SHIMMER in every way possible.
But, I kind of feel like a fan boy.